dream from an old journal of mine. dated 2003

I was going on a trip with my mother, there were other people with us.  I felt like they were friends possibly family members, but weren't sure.  Next thing I know I am in an arcade.  I was lounging back in a lazy boy chair just watching people.  This guy came over to me, he was sort of foreign looking.  He sad down next to me.  I felt like incident want him near me.  He kept hitting in me, I didn't like it but I was afraid to make a scene, so I tried to be nice to him.  I told him to just stop and try to act normal.  Next thing I know my mother is telling me that its time to go.  I was trying to leave and that guy wouldn't let go of me.  Then he just stood up and started singing.  I could not understand the words, even though it was English.  As he sang the whole arcade stopped and starred at him.  He finally stopped singing, and I thought he had a nice voice.  I told him he sang nice and that he should say by to me.

Then I found myself at a big huge lake.  The water was so clear and deep.  I could see so far and all The way to the bottom.  There were trees and people walking and little crabs running around on the bottom.  The group of people I was with had quickly ran into the water and were all most to the other side.  I was still standing in the edge deciding weather to go in.  I couldn't leave my glasses on the shore so I just left.  I ran , I ran so fast all the way back to my mothers house.  It was a trailer that we used to live in.  My mother was living there with my aunt Rosalie.  They were both in the bathroom getting ready to go to that lake.  I yelled t my mother "are you here, are you here".  She answered me by flicking the bathroom light on and off.  Then she came out and was telling me that she was coming but she had to clean up because people were coming to look at the house.  Then Marlene was with me, standing next to me just watching and listening.  My mother starts telling me that while in was gone marlenes father came in her house and knocked stuff over.  I couldn't understand why he would do that.  He knocked over a red stack of encyclopedias and busted and cracked up her CD's. I asked Marlene if she sees what her father has done and she said yes.  Then in the middle of this conversation I looked to my left and in saw a fish tank that my mother had.  It was full of these huge fish and huge frogs.  They were swimming back and forth and all around.  I was amazed at how they moved and couldn't understand why they were so big and crowded in there.