I am currently in the process of a lot of changes. Most major change is the fact that I am single now. To make a long story very short - I hung in there longer than anyone should have. He was given way more chances than anyone ever deserved. I am done with it. 2013 is the year I am focusing on me and my family. Putting myself first for a change. I'll spare anyone who happens to read this the awful details, and I frankly don't want to waste one more ounce of my energy thinking about it anyway. I'm struggling financially because paying off bills and keeping up on car repairs was not on his list of things to put money towards. I guess that's how it goes with addicts. Anyways I thought I would throw that out there, if for nothing more than a side note. I'm sure that the torturous last 3 years had a lot to do with some of my crazy dreams. On an up note - I've been dreaming more lately and they've been quit interesting. Haven't had much free time to put them down. Mad at myself that I didn't do it right away, as I know I've lost details by waiting.
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