Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Water dream/ Driving "Keeping up and Catching my breath"

This started out as a driving dream, with a gas station type convenience store in the beginning I was driving to the store, Sam was beside me in the passenger seat, not saying much at all, and it was night time.  We get to the store and we both go in, but as I'm inside I recall looking at sweets, ice cream, cakes, candies and then the store proceeds to become very crowded to the point that I feel the need to get the hell out of there.  I stand on my tiptoes, and looking over the isles to find Sam.  Something I normally do when in a store with him, because he's so tall.  I see him and our eyes met, but he looked very unsettled and was motioning with his eyes to get out of there.  I saw him leave and I followed.  Next thing I remember we are on a road, now he's in a car in front of me and I'm behind him in what seemed to be some sort of wheelchair. The time of day was either early morning or late evening as the sun wasn't out, but the sky was growing darker.  He kept sticking his head out of his window and looking back at me as if he was making sure I was still behind him.  I was struggling to keep up with him because I kept dropping things, and would have to stop and pick them up.  I had a sort of medal stick type thing and I remember trying to keep it on my lap as I went around turns.  The road started to become wet, although it was not raining.  It was as if the water was starting to flood in from somewhere.  The water was a muddy coffee color. The road we were on seemed to be going steady uphill.  I grew confused and a sense of dread was coming over me.  I saw him take a left turn and slide as the water was reaching mid way up on his tires, as soon as he slid he looked back at me and I made motions with my hands for him to slow down, but we seemed to be going extremely slow as it was.  Then I saw his car top a hill and he was gone, it looked like he went over and dropped off. Just then the water had risen so much that my chair and I were floating along and picking up speed.  Then I went over, as I topped the drop off  I could see him falling down a huge drop off, his car was no where in sight.  As I started to fall my chair disappeared also.  I fell fast and the water became clearer as we both reached what seemed to be the bottom.  It looked like we had fallen into a huge clear tube, and we were settling at the bottom, there was no surface to the water and we were both chest to chest, he was lifeless, eyes closed, mouth open.  I grabbed him as I was running out of breath.  The desire to take a huge deep breath was overwhelming, and I knew that it would be the death of me if I did it, but I couldn't help it. At that same second of contemplation something from below me was reaching up and grabbing at my waste.  My vision blury, but it looked like a bony childlike hand was reaching for me, I started to scream his name, and then lost control and took a huge  breath in, I could feel my lungs fill in slow motion, but there was no relief.
Then He woke me up, he said I was screaming in my sleep.

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